"Whatever Happens...Don't Let go of my hand"-MJ<3

Ok so anybody who knows me (toni) knows my obsession..or love for Michael Joseph Jackson.
&& no..its not cause he's dead..I've been in love with him since [forever]! There's no exaggeration going on here! I've been wanting to blog about this..but couldn't find the words..or..emotions..or w/e idk how to explain how i feel about it! But i would much rather explain why Michael has always been an impact on my life! I remember when I was little..cant remember which birthday but i was like..4! For my main gift i got the MICHAEL JACKSON GREATEST HITS-HISTORY video. && I can remember listenin to it all day...and just makin it a goal to learn every word to every song! & i did..& for some reason "black or white" hit home for me..i think cause im mixed lol! && "Heal the World" was my favorite song b/c it was about Change! & there weren't many other singers out then making music like that. Remember i was like 4 so anything different caught my attention! From then on..even through the rumors I stuck by Michael Jacksons side..not for a second did i believe anything that was ever said..or believed about him! I promise you..til this day it pisses me off even when people joke about it...ask crist steele lol he calls me "wacko jacko" jus to piss me off. Its kinda weird..but he was kinda like family to me..thats how much i loved him...&& still do of course! It's pretty amazing how through music somebody can touch your heart & attach themselves to you....and not even know you! Growing up I've had 2 idols in music..Michael Jackson && Alicia Keys..& on the MICHAEL JACKSON GREATEST HITS tape i had..i use to see ppl at his concerts passing out...and crying...and im almost CERTAIN..i would be one of those people!..smh....So..I jus had to get that outta my system. MJ will always live in my heart && in my stereo! He's the greatest & most passionate musician (in my opinion) ever...so Long Live The King!
xoxo Mj xoxo

Toni && Camille Take On Myrtle Beach 2009

Our first day @ Myrtle Beach [sept 11,2009]! Yes...its a shame..we hopped out the car & went straight to the ocean lol..beach bums! I aint gonna lie..we all slept most that day =]

On Sat. nite me & camille took a LONG walk on the beach && u know wat we talked about! Boys..of course..smh! & we realized that..we dont need to settle for less! & we deserve that "movie" type of love. && you can say it dont exists...but trust me...it does. There's nothin wrong with doin sweet things for your girlfriends...its the little things that keeps tha girls going! We just talked about how amazing things could be! & we are the type of girls who keep the faith alive... =]
Those long talks get me through some rough times..thanks camille! xoxo

Ha...well Camille thinks it's so hilarious to just "snap" pictures...& this is the outcome of that! not so pretty..lol but w/e..i dont remember what we did on this day...this might have been the day we went gift shopping for all of our friends..and i had swollen eyes..ha i think thats why i had that look on my face..smh!! If anything goes wrong...it happens to me! oh && i forgot to mention we sipped pena colada's everday (virgin ones of course)

Gotta even out our tans..we were KNOCKED Out on the beach..til some white boys walked by talkin about how naive tha 2010 seniors are this year..lol w/e! Then we woke up and went up to our condo..and went Back to sleep....doesnt it jus look so relaxing! sighhh....i wanna go back

Look at this diva thinkin she is So cute (which she is lol)!!! I told camille that she would go to the beach the color of Caramel..and leave the color of Dark Chocolate [lol...jk..she aint that dark...the pic jus messed up haha] i love you!

I wanna thank the Steele family for inviting me on there family trip minus Crist-ina..lol Its much appreciated && i love them all just as if they were my own. xoxo

Tha cutest group of people around!!

Me, JBoogie,Kass,Camille,Bashard, Jadarious (and Catrice took the picture)

Catrice, Me, Camille, & Kassidy!

Well this was one of the funnest days! We all chilled and jus enjoyed each others company. We played some games...and we all kinda got to know each other (if we didnt already).We got to tell each other some truths (good & bad) and it felt good i guess haha. I think those are the best kind of moments. When you aren't really DOING anything, but we still have the best times. I think this group is gonna do big things :) except it was missing Kevin and Tamar!

I love all of ya'll!!

In tha Room of ToniLinae <3

So some people say that you can really get to know a girl by looking at her room soooo i decided to explain my (cluttered) room to you guys! sooo here it goes...

so here is my bed! & yea its never made up b/c i feel that its pointless to make up a bed when i lay in it half of the day! lol...i sleep under a buttload of covers..well like 2 sheets and 2 comforters! haha! umm on my lil table there...its got a white board with scriptures (my nightly inspiration) & its got a zebra lamp...and a picture of me and one of my best friends Minka.

ok so ignore tha bed and the lamp..and on my walls are pictures of the children i worked with in '08-'09! (they're autistic) and i also have some of my baptism cards around that area. On the other little table i have pictures of my nieces...and i dont think u can see it that well but i also have my shower stuff (shampoo....etc) & my mirror is covered with my bookbag and in front of it is my school stuff! & yes i have dirty clothes on the floor but only cuz tonight is my laundry night and i put my clothes in piles lol!!

ha this is my my first dresser! it has a BUNCH of stuff on it..it has a lot of zebra things that people have bought me..u cant see them tho! & of course it has my stereo on it..and a bunch of pictures on the mirror. The big pictures on my wall are from mazday.com the one on the right is a picture of paradise..and the one on the left is a picture of noah's ark!! i love those pictures sooo much. xoxo

And this is my last dresser! and my t.v. of course! & a pile of my white clothes waiting to be bleached lol! umm beside of my dresser is a little bookshelf! since my family aint in the truth i have to have mine in my room LOL!! Above that is my fish. Her name is "baby" and she has been with me for about 2-3 years now! She's a trooper.

This here is my baby Delilah! She sleeps with me everynight!! (the dog..not the teddy bear). Im determined to bring her with me when i move out..but my mama is determined NOT to let me lol. She completes my room



Well thats my room...and it sucks cause its pretty small..and i have a lot of stuff in there LOL!! But whatever...i love my room. xoxo

10 ways to make a girl go crazy for you!!!

1.Buy her flowers!!!-o.m.g so perfect

2.Kiss her places other than her lips. ex: cheek, forhead etc.

3.Text or call her just to say "i love you"

4.Watch her favorite movie.

5.Compliment her (beautiful, gorgeous,...)

6. LOOK INTO HER EYES!!

7.Forget the "mancode" and show her ur tru feelings!

8. Call her about your problems, it makes her feel like ya'll really are best friends.

9.Honesty is the best policy

10. Listen to when she's sad, mad, happy, excited, w/e it is jus listen to her and NEVER make her feel like her feelings are stupid!!

P.S. i Love you....

Lets just say, this is the best movie EVER!! So romantic. We could watch this over and over!
xoxo

<3

Our Very First Love

So, Camille=Vanilla Bean Frappucino

Toni=Java Chip frappucino

We have had some looooooooong talks over our frapps!! xoxo

wudn't it be pretty g-status to live beside a starbucks?

can we say tru happiness aha

"HEY, YOU WANNA BE MY PLUS ONE?"

So here is our "Plus One"!! Yes we got that from Bruno...Ha! anyway this is our "go-to-guy"! We like Chris b/c first of all he is ALWAYS THERE FOR US. I mean we can txt or call him ANYTIME of the day and he's there to talk! That's a HUGE THING. Chris is crazy in so many ways, but he is always so considerate and treats us good. His favorite thing to say is "Ya'll dont need money when you're with me"! Well we take advantage HAHA jk! We go to Chris for all kinds of things and he always has an answer. He is our BGF {Best guy friend}! We couldn't ask for a better Bgf. We love you Chris and dont ever change

Lesson Learned

That person

So, everybody has that Person, or movie, or idk..book..that relates to how you feel and makes you just feel like your not alone in the world. Welllll Alicia Keys is that thing for us. We sit in our cars and listen to her and we feel like she is jus the ideal girl. WE WANNA BE HER. She plays piano, sings, she is BEAUTIFUL, and she is jus one DEEP person.She is a Nine-time Grammy Award winner. & she has one of the most beautifulest hearts in the music industry! If we could have ONE wish...it would be to sit down and just talk to her. how amazing would that be??

Europe here we comeee (well..not yet)

This here, is our dream!! & we will make this dream come true, if it takes all we have!Camilles mom is MAKING us get passports so we can go to Europe! o.m.g. We are taking a tour of Europe sooner or later. Wanna lend us a billion dollars? lol thnx ha we are going to
1.Learn to sail a Yacht in Greece.
2.Learn to cook in Sicily.
3.shop in venice
4. EAT SPAGHETTI!!!!!!!! OH EM JEEZY
5.Watch a Moulin Rouge show..waaaattt :)
wow we got a lot to save up for! xoxo

Sucka MC shud move ovaaa

I'm just a dreamer, turned true to life leaner...Born to do good so others can be believers...

Kid Cudi is inspiration...!!

We are the Dairy Queens!!

Ok so lets jus say DQ is the answer to all of our problems. Hungry? go to DQ. Sad? go to DQ. BORED? go to DQ. so serious! We spend a LOT of our time at Dairy Queen!! & we are so predictable...Camille USUALLY gets a vanilla cone dipped in chocolate and Toni gets a vanilla cone dipped in butter scotch haha! wanna make our day? take us to dairy queen haha so serious. Dairy queen is our 9pm appointment.

Buuuuuuuut it gets better....

Wanna hear a story?We were deff. supposed to leave for NY on a Thursday but things changed right? ok so we were soooo bummed cause we were supposed to go shopping in Manhattan that day. Sooo what did we do? WE WENT TO DELIA'S!! You people just dont understand how our mood changed. We spent more money in Delia's then we were supposed to haha. Delia's is also another ANSWER TO OUR PROBLEMS. Every month we both get our "Delia" magazines in the mail. Makes us prettttty happy!!Lets jus say its our favoriteeee <3

This is What Best Friends look like <3

So, this blog is being done by Toni & Camille. We aren't quite sure what to blog about yet. But we have some idea's up our sleeves. First we'll let everybody know a lil about us. We are Best friends. We have been through some goooooood times with each other. But dont get it twisted we get on each others nerves lol! We met a year ago, through a mutual friend. And ever since then we have been inseperable. We have BIG plans for our lives. We plan to start traveling a LOT. And in summer of 2010 we plan to move in together. So yes Toni will be a QC residence! Lets just say we love each other way too much! haha xoxo best friends!!!