"Whatever Happens...Don't Let go of my hand"-MJ<3

Ok so anybody who knows me (toni) knows my obsession..or love for Michael Joseph Jackson.
&& no..its not cause he's dead..I've been in love with him since [forever]! There's no exaggeration going on here! I've been wanting to blog about this..but couldn't find the words..or..emotions..or w/e idk how to explain how i feel about it! But i would much rather explain why Michael has always been an impact on my life! I remember when I was little..cant remember which birthday but i was like..4! For my main gift i got the MICHAEL JACKSON GREATEST HITS-HISTORY video. && I can remember listenin to it all day...and just makin it a goal to learn every word to every song! & i did..& for some reason "black or white" hit home for me..i think cause im mixed lol! && "Heal the World" was my favorite song b/c it was about Change! & there weren't many other singers out then making music like that. Remember i was like 4 so anything different caught my attention! From then on..even through the rumors I stuck by Michael Jacksons side..not for a second did i believe anything that was ever said..or believed about him! I promise you..til this day it pisses me off even when people joke about it...ask crist steele lol he calls me "wacko jacko" jus to piss me off. Its kinda weird..but he was kinda like family to me..thats how much i loved him...&& still do of course! It's pretty amazing how through music somebody can touch your heart & attach themselves to you....and not even know you! Growing up I've had 2 idols in music..Michael Jackson && Alicia Keys..& on the MICHAEL JACKSON GREATEST HITS tape i had..i use to see ppl at his concerts passing out...and crying...and im almost CERTAIN..i would be one of those people!..smh....So..I jus had to get that outta my system. MJ will always live in my heart && in my stereo! He's the greatest & most passionate musician (in my opinion) ever...so Long Live The King!
xoxo Mj xoxo

Toni && Camille Take On Myrtle Beach 2009

Our first day @ Myrtle Beach [sept 11,2009]! Yes...its a shame..we hopped out the car & went straight to the ocean lol..beach bums! I aint gonna lie..we all slept most that day =]

On Sat. nite me & camille took a LONG walk on the beach && u know wat we talked about! Boys..of course..smh! & we realized that..we dont need to settle for less! & we deserve that "movie" type of love. && you can say it dont exists...but trust me...it does. There's nothin wrong with doin sweet things for your girlfriends...its the little things that keeps tha girls going! We just talked about how amazing things could be! & we are the type of girls who keep the faith alive... =]
Those long talks get me through some rough times..thanks camille! xoxo

Ha...well Camille thinks it's so hilarious to just "snap" pictures...& this is the outcome of that! not so pretty..lol but w/e..i dont remember what we did on this day...this might have been the day we went gift shopping for all of our friends..and i had swollen eyes..ha i think thats why i had that look on my face..smh!! If anything goes wrong...it happens to me! oh && i forgot to mention we sipped pena colada's everday (virgin ones of course)

Gotta even out our tans..we were KNOCKED Out on the beach..til some white boys walked by talkin about how naive tha 2010 seniors are this year..lol w/e! Then we woke up and went up to our condo..and went Back to sleep....doesnt it jus look so relaxing! sighhh....i wanna go back

Look at this diva thinkin she is So cute (which she is lol)!!! I told camille that she would go to the beach the color of Caramel..and leave the color of Dark Chocolate [lol...jk..she aint that dark...the pic jus messed up haha] i love you!

I wanna thank the Steele family for inviting me on there family trip minus Crist-ina..lol Its much appreciated && i love them all just as if they were my own. xoxo